I found the beer I can live my life by…
Not sure if that makes today a good or bad day.
I feel so alone. It’s like people can smell the weird radiating off of me. I feel like a damaged item in a store people won’t touch to avoid getting blamed for breaking it or something. And I don’t try to even just act normal but I try to at least relate to it but my mind just gets so tired from stretching that far all the time.
I feel like no matter what I can’t get out of this glass box.
I feel entirely beyond help. All that hurts is never enough to make it stop. Like my soul is just creating more and more of its self for only that purpose.
I feel like a black hole. Like my universe of self has collapsed is constantly collapsing more and all relief stretches endlessly before and away from me and my looking pushes me that much further from it. The more I see the further it is.
Sometimes i want to contact him and my brain is like no run away from the phone but my heart is like just a little text
I actually love it when men pretend like I don’t exist…
I always wanted to be invisible.
#thisexists #iamamiwhoami #catsuit #inconcert #halloween #kin #bounty #want #omg #halp
For The Men Who Still Don’t Get It, Carol Diehl (via teamtarantino)
I think I have lost my best friend and oh my god I can’t stop crying I just want